Tyryshkina Tatyana & Shmyglenko Victor

Yalta / Krivoy Rog, Ukraine

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From: ANTOPAS [mailto:antopas@yandex.ru] 
Sent: Monday, January 02, 2006 7:06 AM
Subject: Happy New Year!


My dear Dean! This is a short message to let you know I miss you!
I am thinking of you and I will write you soon as soon as I have the possibility.
Sorry, I have not received the package yet. I do not think you are
silly! You are very nice person! I like everything you share with me!
You are romantic and you are open for the LOVE! That is the same I am looking for!
Write when you can! IOt is easy for you- you have computer,
internet and you write in your native language! So I should get letters from you everyday!
Thinking of you, my dear! Tanya


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Best regards,
ANTOPAS mailto: antopas@yandex.ru 

My dear Dean! Merry Christmas!
I am thinking of you on this Holiday!
I will write you soon!
I will not be able to talk to you in English, but it would be great
to hear your voice!
My phone number is: +38 067-569-90-XX
Waiting for your call!
We have a time difference- we are 8 hours ahead!
So, please, do not call at the middle of the night because of
my Mom!
I will be happy to hear your voice in any time!
Your friend Tanya


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Best regards,
ANTOPAS mailto:antopas@yandex.ru 

My dear Dean! I am so sorry you thought you offend me. No! I am not
offended at all. On the contrary, you made me smiling. So, you should
not ask to forgive you! That is just a misunderstanding. I am sorry if
I sounded like I am offended. I value all your efforts to care of me,
that is a good sign for me. You know, on this period of our
relationship, I learn about you everything and I am greedy to learn
as much about you as I can because I have not seen you for the last 20
years! So, I have to say, I am learning you not only by from the
words you write to me, but from your acts and deeds. You know, if you
tried to make our correspondence easier and simpler, I see a sign-
DEAN IS CAREFUL MAN, WHO WILL ALWAYS WILL TAKE CARE OF ME! I know it
is egoistic thoughts, but that is a human`s nature- to be egoistic in
everything. I believe that a human being is egoistic even( and
probably the most) in love to other person. HAve you ever seen the
crying person on the funeral ceremony? The person is crying and asking
the dear and close friend that passed away:" Why you left me alone!",
"I love you so much!", "How I will survive without you?". I believe
that is an egoistic behavior. Look, if that person love the died one
so much, why do not enjoy and to be glad he/she is meeting a God on
heaven? That would be more natural reaction of loving person- to be
glad for the person who will died but was born for eternal life. I am
sure you will not find too many people that would be glad in that
situation. Because all, or almost all people are egoistic. Even those
who shares, who gives, who volunteers, who do the kind deed, etc.
They do this for themselves first!
Wow! It sounds like I am a priest! Well, I have to close for this
topic, as you can think I am so boring girl! Actually, I shared this
my idea about egoism with few people, but they do not understand me.
I believe it is because they do not want to think harder. They tell
me- How you can say that person who lost his beloved wife is crying
because he is an egoist! He cries because he loves her! I said, yes,
that is true! He loves her! but he is an egoist in love, as well as all of
us!
Dean, please, pay no attention to this abracadabra!
I have a lot of thoughts that I am scaring to share with others.
It is not the same as most people think of.
Dean, I tried to tell you that I am learning you and I am happy
because I see I have found finally a man who will fit not only
all my requirements, but even more- he fits all my dreams!
That person is you!
I know, dear Dean, that if we will choose to live together and
become a couple, our life will not be always filled with joys
and happiness! Unfortunately,. that is true- we will have some
troubles and bad times, may be we will get offended sometimes,
argue, whatever. That is life. But one thing I know for sure-
I will have a great spouse who loves me and takes care of me!
Thank you for showing this to me from the very beginning of
our relationship!
I want you to know that I am happy to receive your letters,
and I am waiting for this everyday.
I am so surprised you want to send me something from your
country! I will be very happy to hold something you held in
your hand! What this could be? I will not be able to live
without knowing what you have prepared for me! I just love
surprises!
But, lets do honestly! If you want to send me something,
let me do the same! I want to send you the package too with
a surprise!
So, please, let me know your postal address too!
Also, what do you think about sharing the real paper
letters? I believe it is so romantic. More, than just to
send electronic letters. Lets change the letters like our
parents or grandparents would do! OK, we will not send
the letters by ships or by doves, , we will use the
regular air mail. I just can imagine what is the joy to
open the mail box and to find there a letter or card or
package from you! The thing with your smell, with your
touch and with your love.
What do you think about this, Dean?
My address is:
Tatiana Tyrishkina,
Abonentskij Yaschik # 154,
Glavpochtamt, Yalta, 98600, Crimea, Ukraine
Waiting for your letters! Thinking of you! Tanya.



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Best regards,
ANTOPAS mailto:antopas@yandex.ru