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Kondrusova Olga
(aka Lady Blue)
Luhansk (Lugansk), Ukraine
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Tel. - n/a
Address: Shevchenko street, 23/15 Lugansk, Ukraine
e-mail:
lady_blue555@mail.ru
DOB: 1 of September 1976.
Information about scammer:
1. Name : Olga Kondrusova
2. Alias : Lady Blue
3. Address (if you know):
91000, Luhansk, Ukraine
Shevchenko street, 23/15
for Kondrusova Olga.
4. Phone number (if you know): None
5. Her e-mail address: lady_blue555 <lady_blue555@mail.ru >
6. Date of birth (if you know): 1 of September 1976.
7. Any relatives / friends names she mentioned : Anton and Marina
Information about your relationships:
1. How did you find each other (web site name, agency name)
MSN Personals her profile ID is: MG1218998 . Only afterwards she told me that these were pictures from a Russian model (
http://sezemina.modelcast.ru)
Lady_blue (Female,25, Luhansk)
What kind of person am I? Funny, curious, hard-working. At the same time I am well-educated and intelligent. Kind, tender and faithful to my close p...
1. Anything interesting or unusual about your relationships, her letters or her story
For three months it was going on and “developing’ very well. She was a lecturer at the University in Lugansk and unhappily married to a guy who cheated her every weekend etc. She eventually got the courage together to move out and divorce him. Now our relationship was really starting to develop strongly. She has asked her university for an exchange program to my country. As she said: ”Nothing can
separate us”.
I only sent her a few dollars to test. I became suspicious when I she told me that she had now moved out from her husband’s house and will now communicate with me from the internet café., although the internal date of her email messages was always exactly 3 years behind, also from the internet café…Throughout I was a little bit suspicious at times, but every time I got a letter, my suspicions
were gone again because she told me how much she cared for me etc… until the day I caught her out by phoning the University where she was supposed to be a “lecturer”. They did not know anybody by that name. I confronted her and she confesses to me that she misled me for 3 months:
So, you called to the University. Well, I think there is no sense to continue the story. I am really sorry if I hurt you, but think you better know the truth.
My real name is not Olga Kondrusova. It was just a case that in July I have found the passport she lost. I look a little like her and besides her photo was quite old, so...
But this story began a little earlier. I really got married early and he was an alcoholic, I will not tell you all my life because you must be hating me already and wish me the worst things in life - don't work hard, I have already got all, even more then I should. Some years ago I used to work as an interpreter in marriage agency, so, I can make a good story, besides, I told you much about my own life - no need to fantasy. So, I left
the job and decided to start my own. I am not good-looking one, but I found photos of famous model, Ekaterina Sezemina, copied them and started to work. From the beginning I decided to call her Olga because I was hoping my friend by the name Olga will help me to receive the money, I would give her 10%. I didn't ask for a money to cover the correspondence expanses, to learn English.
I was hoping to get the money from travels and so on... OK, it's not interesting. So, once I came back from the market and saw a paper, it was a passport, as you understand I didn't need my friend anymore.
Why is this letter for - I still have a little shame. You will not
believe but I was even a little jealous because of so many letters and man's interest. Lucky Ekaterina...
As you understand I don't wait for your reply. And please, don't even think to apply to police. You don't know my real name, address, even the computer i use is in Internet cafes, in different internet cafes.
You could try to look for Olga Kondrusova - well I regret for her. She seems to be a nice person as I could see on the picture.
you know, there are a lot of girls in internet who are REALLY looking for a man, maybe even like you. Maybe your dream is sitting near the computer and waiting when you will write her. maybe she is not so beautiful as Ekaterina, but she would gladly send you a copy of her passport, will make a photo with the plot you would ask for. So, don't give up and believe in better.
Best wishes and regards,
awful girl.
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Please note the date is exactly 3 years behind in every mail message: This was 23 July 2002
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From: lady_blue555 <lady_blue555@mail.ru>
Subject: Olga
Date: Fri, 23 Jul 1999 22:24:04 +0200
To: Ben < >
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Dear Ben!
Thank you very much for your letter. I had a wonderful feeling when I
was reading it. It is light and full of gladness. You seem to be a
man, who enjoy the life and know how to do it. It is a honor for me to
talk to you.
Who knows, maybe we are looking for the same things: you are looking
for the woman of your life, I am looking for somebody whom I can trust
and give my life.
I would like to ask you if your attentively read my profile and know
about my marital state. Doesn't it confuse you? I hope not because it
would be really annoying for me to loose the friend in you.
Well, let me tell you some words about me. I live and work in Luhansk,
Ukraine. I am a teacher in Pedagogical University, I teach Pedagogic.
My job is my life, I love communication with students, it passes me
good energy and make my life full. In spite I am young, I got this job
and doing well in it.
My interests about life are different. I love music very much, many
groups and singers are my favorite. Rock ( "Methalica", "Nirvana",
"Scorpions"), Techno ( Depeche mode ). Among my favorites are also
Sting, Chris Isek, Gary Moore. There are many Russian and Ukrainian
singers I enjoy to listen to.
I am also great fan of reading, it is mostly Russian classical
literature and poetry. Detectives relax me but not more. Speaking
about foreign writers I can say that I am fond of works of Steven
King. He is a little crazy, but he always keeps the reader in strain.
After you finish to read the story you feel a little shocked and
sometimes depressed.
I love nature and all possible kinds of rest, connected with it. Every
Summer I go to the sea and these days are wonderful and refreshing for
me. I love to watch the sun-rise, when the sea is so blue and quiet.
To sit on the beach and feel the smell of life around me.
I love to listen to the Autumn rain, when the sky is grey and sad,
to think about my life and dream how could it be.
I just love life and the only thing, which makes me sad that man, who
lives with me in one house, doesn't share my dreams, doesn't care
about my desires and doesn't appreciate my relation to him. I did try
to stop it, asking about divorce, but he said no. And I didn't have
enough reasons, determinations to continue.
So, now you know a little bit more about myself, you can choose if you
write me back and we will continue our communication or you stop
writing me. I will not be offend, don't worry. I will understand, that
is a thing I can do best of all...
Bye,
Olga.
Olga.
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From: lady_blue555 <lady_blue555@mail.ru>
Subject: Olga
Date: Mon, 26 Jul 1999 15:17:09 +0200
To: "Ben " < >
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Dearest Ben,
How can I express my gratitude for your kind and nice letter. It
really made me smile. Thank you also for considering me a friend, it
is very pleasant and honorable. You are right, money can't buy the
real friendship. I hope we had a good start and continue at the
same manner.
Photos you sent me were great, you have a beautiful smile and your
eyes are incredible.
When you talk about classical music i remind last Summer when I
visited Odessa, that is old and wonderful city in the Black sea. With
this letter I send you a couple of photos from that time. But that is
not what I wanted to say. In Odessa there is a great Opera and Ballet
Theatre. It is the second best after Italian La'Scala. So, I got to
see "The Swan lake", ballet by Chaikovskiy. Before that time I have
seen ballet by TV only. And I didn't expect that it will impress me so
much. I shed a tear and was so inspired and was under this impressions
very long time.
Well, I guess you wonder to know more about the girl, you are
interested in. The story of my life is common, many women in my
country live this way. But I will begin from the very beginning. I was
born in a nice family, grown up in love and care. I was a good girl,
obedient and nice. Mom did teach me what's wrong and what's right in
life. Like every child I believed her and tried to justify her trust.
Then my Mom and Dad found out that they are wrong people for each
other and can't live together anymore. My Dad left and found a new
family quite fast. My Mom stayed alone for a long time, she made her
best to give me everything I need. She knew all my wishes and tried to
make them true. Maybe she spoiled me during that time, but I couldn't
even imagine that her life could be devoted to somebody else then me.
I was selfish, like most children in the childhood. I studied well in
school, Mom was always proud of my success. I didn't have Grandparents
or other relatives. Mom had several close friends, we loved to spent
weekends together with them and their children. I should say that Mom
always put me to the center of attention, luckily I sing, play piano,
so she didn't feel shame for me.
We lived in Kiev, it is a capital of Ukraine. So, when I got 16, I
used the chance to enter the model's school. I was good in it too, had
many photo-sessions, many suggestions. Of course, I couldn't loose the
opportunity to get some money for my work, it helped us a lot because
my Mother was a teacher, for a pity and shame, this profession is not
well-paid. I was very proud that I make the money and spend them for
my family. Once I felt myself an adult person. It was so curious and
interesting. And I started to experience those "Adult World".
Everything was new, people, emotions, feelings, sometimes it seemed to be
absolutely opposite then Mother told me. I found out that very often
people could lie and cheat. Girls, I considered my friends, smiled to
me, said I am the best, but I felt that it was not sincere. I realized
that it is only because they envy to my success. It was so painful.
One day after I had a quarrel with my best friend, I just realized that
I don't need such relationships, which hurt so much. I closed my heart.
I just studied, worked, smiled to the people around me and could share
all my feeling with the only one person in this world - Mom. One day
she met a man and felt in love again. I was 18 and used to know that I
am the only one she loves. I was lost and didn't know what to do. They
got married and decided to move to his native town, quite far away
from Kiev. It was a time when I entered to the Pedagogical University
and begin to build my carrier in Modeling business. I didn't want to
leave Kiev. After many persuasions I decided to stay in Kiev and they
went to Vinnitsa. I got alone at the age of 18 in the big city with
many people, but there were nobody I could tell everything I wanted.
And then I met my future husband. He was successful businessman, very
purposeful and persistent. Also he is clever and well-educated.
He saw me on one fashion-show and decided that I will become his wife,
no matter what.
In spite he was much older then me, 15 years, I was fond of him. He
seemed to have all answers to my questions, knew everything I was
wondering about. Something inside me whispered to me that it is only
impression, he would like me to have, not himself. He just won me and
we married. Mother was against our marriage, she wanted me to graduate
the university, find the job and enjoy my life. But I guess, I
couldn't forgive that she left me, maybe I am wrong, i don't know.
Anyway, I insisted and became a wife. First two or three years of my
marriage I still loved my husband, dreamed about children. We had a
big house, I loved to take care about it, to cook. He always took me
to different presentations, meetings. There were not a lot of
interesting things there, but I had to be there because He wanted so.
I felt like an expansive horse, my husband showed me to his partners
and it was like he wanted to say: hey, guys, look what beautiful thing
I have... It was terrible. When we were at home, we spoke less and
less, like we were loosing topics to talk about. He was against to
have a child, in spite I asked him about it many times. The child
would interrupt him because he had much to do. I thought everything
could become better in time, we just tied from each other.
We moved to Luhansk because it was better for his business. I hoped
life will change here. But no, it is the same until the day I write
this letter. Now we are two different, strange people, living at the
same house, sharing the bed, where we even don't make love during
months. I know he has several girls, go for a weekends with them. He
tells me that he goes fishing with friends, but I know what "fishing"
is it. It scares me that i even don't care about it, I don't feel
jealous, offend. I tried to change my life, asked him for divorce. He
said no. And I didn't have enough determination to continue. I didn't
have enough reasons.
So, now I am looking for the man I would love and feel the same.
Somebody who would treat me like I deserve, I guess. I am not a bad
person, I have many things to give, but I want to give them to the
right man.
OK, I see my letter became much longer then I expected. Then I will
not bother you, I let you go and write me again.
Olga.
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From: lady_blue555 <lady_blue555@mail.ru>
Subject: Olga
Date: Fri, 30 Jul 1999 21:06:09 +0200
To: "Ben " < >
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Dearest Ben!
What a fate - imagine that I was on the ballet only 10 days later... I
couldn't stop thinking that it could be possible for us to meet one
year ago. I regret now. But who knows, maybe it is even better because
a year ago I wouldn't pay an attention to another man, I have never
cheated my husband even I know he has. But what a wonderful evening we
could spend together. Our love to the opera and classical music at
all, would give us many topics to discuss, we could walk around the
beach and talk about music, things we like to do. You know, maybe
everything is just waiting for us somewhere in future. Do you think it
is possible?
Your clever and supportive letter made my day brighter, I should also
say that I start to use to get your letters. You become a friend of
mine, I could share my dreams and desires with. It is great start,
isn't it?
You were right saying that I probably was just naive when i got
married. Now I realize that it was too early. I didn't have enough
experience before for realize what kind of person my husband is. He
seemed to admire me, but I admired only my beauty. What interesting
could be from 18 years old girl for a mature man, who met many people
on his way, and many of these people were girls. Now I think he just
wanted to win the prize, and the prize was me. Then he completely lost
the interest to me. Once I said him that other men think I am
beautiful and try to be in touch with me, he answered that many people
love to watch the beautiful painting, but it could bother soon. So, I
got to know that I am boring. I thought such for a long time but then,
when I got to the job, I was told that I am bright personality and it
is pleasure to talk to me. My students share with me secrets and
always ask for a good advice. My co-workers say I should try myself in
Psychology because I am very understanding person. So, I realized that
it is not something wrong with me, it is something wrong with the man
who is living next to me. Not with me, but next to me. I became a
little more independent and it worked.
It was curious to get to know a little more about you. Don't listen to
your friends, who say you are too picky. You are such person as you
are and there is nothing you should change about you. You are great
and once again, I want to thank my fate for you are in my life now.
My mood was down several days ago because of the big air-crush in
Ukraine. Did you hear what happened in Lviv? It was a big air-show and
the plane fall down. Near 200 people suffered from this, more the 80
died right away and others are at the hospitals now. All Ukraine had a
day of mourning yesterday. I went to give my blood to the hospital, I
hope it will help somebody. Oh, no, I don't try to look good in your
eyes, just told you about it. You are the first person I did tell
about it.
I just hate when somebody suffered from anything.
Yesterday I almost got to the car accident. I drive well, but still
don't have enough experience. It was not my fault, the other driver
probably hurried up somewhere, that's why he decided to move on the
red light. Luckily, everything is OK, I didn't call to police because
I hurried up home.
Can you drive? What car do you have?
OK, I will finish for now. Write me back again, dear Ben, you make
me smile and happy.
Olga.
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From: lady_blue555 <lady_blue555@mail.ru>
Subject: Olga
Date: Thu, 5 Aug 1999 17:10:29 +0200
To: "Ben " < >
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Hello, again, dear Ben!
You know I thought that all of us most of all in life want to meet
people who are maximum close to us in their interests, views on
life, values. When I'm listening to the music I love most I want a
person who would feel the same to be next to me. You know sometimes I
think we could go somewhere together to listen to music, how would it
be? But unfortunately I don't see it in Kiev, though there are plenty
of places worth seeing. As you probably remember, I lived some time
there, with my husband, so there are likely to be some people who know
him and me pretty good... You know what I mean, circumstances may be
different. As for my piano abilities-yes, I can play, but I don't do
it very often,rarely I would say, on some occasions when I feel like
playing. I can't say who my favorite composer is - I think I'm too
ignorant to judge, but I like Prokofyev very much.
Surely I have never been on a Safari, but I would love to. You'll
probably not believe but I've always been dreaming of something like
this : challenging, outstanding,thrilling. And I always remember
Hemingway's story '"The short happy life of Francis Macomber", where
his wife shot him on a Safari.
I've never been keen on cars, I like to enjoy them from a distance,
esthetically, I would say. I think I would like to have a small car at
my command , something like Beetle. what I have now is our home model
Zhiguly 2105 ( I wonder if you have any idea of what it looks like?)
My husband is involved in the bank business, a manager, and is doing
well I would say.
I would personally describe myself as an introvert( thinking,
analyzing, a bit shy),but the tests show that I'm an extrovert! I'm
inclined to think that initially I was born as an extrovert who
changed under some circumstances in the course of time.
My job is the thing that brings me most of my positive emotions
in spite of it's all minuses. The thing is I'm a perfectionist and
what I do I try to do it perfectly. i sometimes regret it because it
takes a lot of effort, physical and emotional, but then realize it's
the only possible way. My students are around 19-20 years old. On
graduating they get either Bachelor(after 4 years) or Master degree.
The work itself is a constant self-improvement and it's non-stop. It
takes plenty of time to get ready for it and most of all I like
seminars-practical lessons, when they prepare a topic, answer the
given questions. At the class we discuss it , they try to persuade
each other, argue. I like when they think and not just repeat others'
thoughts.
A typical day of Olga is a perfect combination of a house-wife and a
working lady . In the morning I prepare something for breakfast, my
husband leaves first. I-some time later. I have three double periods
a day, have lunch at work, when they're split. Then I go home doing
shopping on the way. I cook dinner, don't always wait for my husband.
Then it varies. I may meet my friends and go somewhere with them, may
stay home and do some work about the house or watch TV. I used to go
to aerobics classes a year ago, but now I don't have time to do it
systematically. At the moment I'm on a vocation, we are thinking of
going somewhere to rest, maybe to the seaside, but I don't expect much
from this trip, so I haven't decided yet. As for your call-you know,
I'd like you to, it's so much different from just writing, there is
one more analyzer working-hearing. But I don't know how you could do
it . I don't want you to call me home. There may be some
complications.
I absolutely adore your life-style-sport and job and everything. So
ideal and right. A workout at 6 a.m.! Unbelievable!
I'm afraid I must wind up. I don't want to get you bored to tell once
more how much your letters help me to stay enthusiastic. Thanks.
Bye-bye,
Write back,
Olga
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From: lady_blue555 <lady_blue555@mail.ru>
Subject: Olga
Date: Tue, 10 Aug 1999 15:28:09 +0200
To: "Ben " < >
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Dear Ben,
Thanks for your letter. As always, it brighten my day. So many things
in common with you... it's amazing. My favorite composer is Beethoven
too and "The Moon sonata" is one of the most wonderful music I have
ever heard. When I was a child, I had a piano classes and it was the
first serious thing, I learnt. Mom loved very much when I played it.
You have an interesting job, as I see, it is connected with the
constant communication and help. You help people to get job and
moreover, it is well-paid. It is not very often in my country that you
have a job you love and it is also well-paid:-)
As for photo of my car, well, why not, but not very soon. Maybe in a
week you will get what you want.
You asked about my sign, well, I was born on the 1 of September in
1976. Who am I?
Another question you asked which subjects do I teach. I teach
Pedagogic, I told you, it is like an art of teaching. The faculties
are different, I teach at Historical, Philological.
Speaking about movies, I can just tell you what I like so, you would
be able to understand what is my taste. "Leon-killer" by Luc Besson,
it is wonderful movie, very touching and sad. "Noinghill" with Julia
Roberts and Huge Grant. I have very skeptic opinion about "Titanic"
with Leo Dicaprio, I even didn't want to watch it. But it happened and
I had an amazing feeling. It was real love-story, no matter it has a
bad end. I changed my mind about it. So, now you see...
Today is Saturday and I still don't have any plans for a weekend. I
know I will spend it alone again, but it's OK, I used to. Maybe I will
go to visit my friends and we will go out for a couple of hours to
have some coffee. I have the favorite place in Luhansk, it is small
cafe. They make the most tasty coffee, I have ever had. It is quiet
and peaceful here. Usually, there are a lot of people, but it doesn't
interrupt me to relax. Nobody look at me, nobody cares about me. Of
course, there are a lot of acquaintances here, so, we could talk or
just say hi. I love being there with a cup of hot and tasty coffee, I
have my favorite sit here. It is in the corner, so, I could browse
around, observe the people. Here is a young couple, they have the
first dating, they look so happy and a little shy. He tenderly touches her
hand and she smiles to him. I guess she is thinking isn't this touch
too much for the first date... No, dear, it's not too much, he is
gentleman and seems never hurt your feelings. They are talking about
rubbish, she tells him about her cat and he is telling her his dreams
about a big car he would like to buy one day. In the evening he will
get her to her place, her Mom will open the door and say something
nice to this young guy. He would kiss his girl-friend and they will
manage the time and place for the second date.
That is what I think about, seeing young and beautiful faces, happy
from this first love. I hope they will not spoil their first feeling
with cheats and lie. Maybe they would get married and live the happy
life. And he would never come back home very late, saying that he had
a conference with his partners. And I also hope that she will not get
the smell of some strange perfume and realize that those conference
was somewhere in the motel and his business partner is just a
long-legged Blondie with naive blue eyes.
I hope so, I wish they are happy.
Am I too pessimistic? Sorry, dear. It's just because of sad thoughts.
But thinking about you make me feel more positive about my life. At
least, I have a friend, whom I can trust and share my thoughts with. I
also dream about the day, I could talk to you personally and see your
eyes.
I wish you were here,
Olga.
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From: lady_blue555 <lady_blue555@mail.ru>
Subject: Olga
Date: Sat, 21 Aug 1999 13:34:07 +0400
To: "Ben " < >
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Hi dearest Ben!
Aren't you angry about my silence?:-) Sorry, all claims to the phone
company, they didn't want to work on weekend and fix a broken phone
line. I even don't know when you will receive my letter, but really
hope that tomorrow.
Thank you very much for your description of my sign. Frankly saying,
it suits very much to me. Now you can imagine me better.
I know Rugby, but should say I don't like it very much because it is
cruel game. I like just an ordinary football, you call it soccer.
Strange for girl?:-)
I still remember my shock on the 11 of September last year. It was
terrible events and I still regret about all people which suffered
from those accident. And it's bad that it effected at your job. But
you are very insistent and I am sure you will do well in everything
you do.
Thank you for appreciate my ear, so, it means that I am good listener.
You know, people could be "speakers" and "listeners". I am not the
first, it's no doubt. It means that my ears are all yours:-)But
seriously, we didn't see each other in person. Sometimes I imagine how
would it be if we date. You know, if we live at the same town or even
country. You would often call me, send me messages to the cell-phone.
We would arrange a weekend together. Maybe we would go somewhere to the
ocean or get a weekend somewhere in the mountains. In the small cabin
where nobody cares about us. Just you and me. Sometimes in my dreams
we are together in the Winter forest. A small house in the deep forest,
the fire-place, some food, TV, books and a big red cat. It got a nice big
mouse tonight, so, he is just sitting near the fire-place and purrs.
You and me, we are cooking the dinner and talking about favorite TV
show. You know, sometimes such shows make me angry because mostly they
are stupid. But being with you I feel so good that any stupid show
wouldn't depress me at all. We are laughing about it and understand
that nothing could interrupt us to feel happy.
Then after dinner you help me to wash the dish and after it we are
laying near the fire-place, kissing and hugging. Oh, my rich
imagination could make a bad joke with me, sorry. I didn't mean to be
not shy:-)
What I want to say is that I care about you, I like you very much. Now
we can be only friends, it's great. I appreciate you in my life, you
make me feel very optimistic and I like that. So, be in touch, dear
friend, I am always happy to hear from you.
Your Olga.
Your Olga.
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From: lady_blue555 <lady_blue555@mail.ru>
Subject: Olga
Date: Wed, 25 Aug 1999 20:19:06 +0200
To: "Ben " < >
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I have done it especially for you - I turned on the "Moon sonata" by
Beethoven and now listening to it. Frankly saying, I shouldn't do it.
Why - because it switch off my mind and i can't do anything except
listening to music. But after finishing I get such a strong
inspiration. Wrong, I don't need something to inspire me to write you,
I have enough wonderful feelings and beautiful words in my heart for
you. You are my inspiration and muse. I miss you and hope life treats
you kind.
Your Olga.
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From: lady_blue555 <lady_blue555@mail.ru>
Subject: Olga
Date: Thu, 2 Sep 1999 15:00:19 +0200
To: "Ben " < >
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My dearest Ben!
Thank you so much for your wonderful greeting card, it really made my
mood, I didn't expect you remember about my birthday. You were the
first, who congratulate me because I got my mail only yesterday
morning.
From the morning I was a little upset because of small accident
between me and my "better half". He forgot to say the simple "happy
birthday". I didn't expect for presents or something, but it is just a
sign of some attention, at least we live at the same house yet. He
went to visit his parents and didn't sleep at home. In that case I am
not offend:-)
I spent several hours for shopping and cooking, but the food was
really tasty. My guest told me that I am great cook. There were people
I went to the sea with, a couple of colleagues and two students. I
thought students will congratulate me today only as we start from
today. But they remind that my birthday is on the 1 of September and
came to give me the wonderful flowers - 26 red roses. It was very
pleasant, almost like your card. So, I invited them to share our
dinner, they brought a nice power to the general conversation. I
looked at them and saw those bright light in theirs eyes - it is a
sign of youth, only in years this light will be gone out with serious
thoughts about job, family etc. After the dinner we played the game,
my students thought us, it was so funny, I didn't laugh such way for a
long time. We had a tea with the cake and went home quite late. Today
it was hard to wake up:-)
But it is the first day of new years of studies, I went to the job and
had several lessons. This year gonna be hard because of many hours I
should spend in lessons and besides, my dissertation takes a lot of
time. But it's ok, I am even glad. Less time to think:-)
The only one thing is that I wish you could be there with me. I miss
you much.
Your Olga.
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From: lady_blue555 <lady_blue555@mail.ru>
Subject: Olga
Date: Thu, 9 Sep 1999 00:01:38 +0200
To: "Ben " < >
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Hello my dearest Ben,
Well, it was a completely busy week for me. I just relaxed during the
summer and thought it would never come back again. The first week of a
new year showed me that I have to concentrate again and come back to
the rhythm, I used to live. I felt so tired before weekend, but at the
same time last week had many pleasant moments. First, I got a lot of
congratulations with my birthday, my students brought many flowers and
my colleagues made a surprise, a small party. I didn't think it could
be so pleasant. We stayed at the University after lessons and had a
really good time. It was first good thing on this week. The second one
was a conversation with the teacher, who helps me to write a
dissertation. She was pleased with my job and said that I would surely
do well on exam. I write the dissertation by Pedagogic, my subject. I
want to get a new degree and hope to do it soon.
Another news I got when I heard that there is an ability to travel to
your country. The University sends several people, young teachers by
some program, they exchange with young teachers from your country. It
will be in Winter, so, I have a chance. I don't know exactly, but it
could be me. Can you imagine? I even don't know what to say.
and the last news is that I had a conversation with my husband.
Serious conversation. I told him about my wish to leave him. I said I
want divorce, I said I can't continue to live the way I do. I said
that I don't love him anymore and even don't feel sorry about him. He
laughed and said that I wouldn't do it because of two reasons: if i
get a divorce, I will get nothing from him except 40$ a month. His
property belongs to his business partners and he has nothing to share
with me. The house we live at belongs to his mother. Well, he
protected himself and I didn't know about anything. It is because i
have never interested in this before. I just lived as I lived. So, the
second reason was that I have no place to live and 40$ a month + my
salary is not enough to even survive. I said that I don't care, I just
want to leave. I also said I don't want anything from him and he could
put his 40$ to.... you know where:-) So, we decided he will leave for
a week and I will pack my staff and go to the hell (his words). Now I
am packing my staff - not much, I should say. The people, I went to
the sea, did let me to live some time at their place. Of course, I
will have to find the place. MY NEW PLACE! The place I could be free
and live the way I want. What would you say? i guess, you have SUCH a
big eyes and still can't believe. Frankly saying, me too. I still
can't believe that I did it. I thought it would never finished. You
know, I think that maybe I found my REASON. The person, I trust to and
count on. I don't know what would he say about all. So, Ben, what
would you say?
I know, your letter expected to be answered, it was filled with many
things you would like me to comment, but I just can't think about
something else then those fairy last week and events, which happened
with me. Hope with you too.
Write me back and say you are happy for me.
Yours already,
Olga.
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From: lady_blue555 <lady_blue555@mail.ru>
Subject: Olga
Date: Fri, 10 Sep 1999 21:46:23 +0200
To: "Ben " < >
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My dearest Ben,
You can't imagine how important your letter was. Thank you for your
proud about me and my decision, also for saying all those supportive
and kind words. I believe that everything will be different now. It is
different. My ex is away now, I started to move, took a part of my
staff to my friends' place, by the way, their names are Anton and
Marina. They are kind to me, I have no words to describe my feelings.
It seems to me, my new life starts, I smell the aroma of freedom and
things changed so fast. I think that our divorce was just a question
of time and life is so short, I don't want to wait anymore.
Of course, my new life is not easy. I am very busy all these days,
first of all, I look for the flat. I have never rented one, so, prices
surprised me very much. In the bad meaning. Not less then 100$ a
month. I can't rent a flat far from the job because it would take much
time and money to get to it. The car is just a sweet memory - my
husband didn't leave it to me. Thank to him he left a note-book, so, I
can keep the correspondence with you. Now I have only my cloths, some
furniture ( don't have a place to stand it:-). Not much... But the
main problem is a flat. Have no ideas, how would I arrange all the
staff by myself. Now I understand what did he mean saying that I can't
live alone because I afraid of problems. That was why he is sure that
I come back to him, but it is bad idea - i will better sleep on the
street. I can't stay at Marina and Anton's place forever. So, all my
free time I devote to search. Tomorrow i will go to see one flat,
seems to be nice, 100$, not far from University, for a pity, without
the phone. But it is not the main. So, cross your fingers and wish me
good luck.
I did talk about my possible trip to your country with boss, they seem
to have a good opinion about me and send me. The decision will be made
later. SO, I will keep you informed. I just know that I can't loose
this chance.
I have a lot of lessons every day, and it is only beginning. I
temporally stopped my dissertation until I find the flat. I should
spend much time in the library, but now my evenings are very busy. I
hope it will not badly effect on it.
Ok, I will go, hope to talk to you over the phone soon, maybe in
several days?
I will provide with the time and phone number in my next letter.
Yours,
Olga.
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From: lady_blue555 <lady_blue555@mail.ru>
Subject: Olga
Date: Wed, 22 Sep 1999 19:07:06 +0200
To: "Ben " < >
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Dearest Ben,
It was quite long time ago, since I wrote to you. I hope my silence
didn't scare you away from me and you still want to keep in touch.
Sorry, i couldn't write you before, but that was I thought about all
the time. Those horrible days are away now and i am happy to see the
screen of computer and read your letters. You worried about me, thank
you. Frankly saying you had reasons to do so because last 10 days were
the hardest in my life. I thought it would never end. I got an
official divorce from my husband, i am free now. But it was not the
easiest thing. I wrote an application to the court asking to divorce
me with my husband and the reason was that we don't match each other
as personalities. i thought it is the perfect variant. They gave us a
couple of weeks to think about it and then we should come to the court
and just get the divorce. I was not going to file for the half of the
property, I knew it wouldn't work. But when I got to the court I heard
my husband's application where he blames me with the cheat and said I
was not good wife for him. I will not describe you all those terrible
things, i heard. I thought I'd loose my mind. To live with the man for
a years and ... Ok, enough about it. I just wanted you to know that
the reason of my silence was a deep depression and the fact that my ex
broke the note-book, i used to write you letters from. Now I am
writing to you from the Net-cafe, not so convenient as before, but
still works to let you know that i am back and think about you always.
How are you, my dear friend? Hope you missed me as much as i missed
you and your warm letters and tender words. I hope to go to the
Internet cafe once two or three days. I wish I could do it more often
but now my finances are short, so, I should learn how to economize:-)
I still live at Marina's place, it's very nice to have friends as they
are. but of course, I know that i should look for my own place to
live. Besides, Marina got pregnant, so, they should prepare for the
baby. I am so happy for Anton and Marina, they are really nice couple
and I wish them all the best.
I am still in search, I mean flat, they become more and more expansive
with every day. The flat I meant in my previous letter is gone,
somebody took it, now they suggest me a two rooms flat, not far from
the center, where my job is, 120$ a month, but they want me to pay for
6 months forward. It's usual thing, they live in another town, so,
they don't want to come every month to get the payment. Of course, I
don't have this money, sorry I loose this flat, it is one of the best
i have seen during my search.
The weather is find now, it was raining several days ago, but today is
one of those beautiful days you call an Indian summer. The sun is
shining brightly, but doesn't warm much, there is a light wind and all
around starts to change colors. Trees change their green eaves to
yellow, red and orange, the grass becomes brown. I love this season
best of all. It makes me smile and feel a little melancholic. i try to
imagine myself in yours, with the grey hair, keeping my beloved one's
hand and walking through the yellow park. Oh, dreams... Sometimes it
seems to me they would never become true, but since I met you and have
you in my life, in my mind and heart, everything seems to change to
better. I am happy that now almost nothing could separate us and we
can see each other in person soon.
By the way, I found out that my candidature is one of the main as for
exchange program in university. So, wait for me in winter. i hope
nothing will change until that time and possibly we could celebrate
Christmas together. What do you think?
Well, honey, I will stop now, my time is over, so, I should let
somebody else to use this computer. I send you many kissed and hope
for your answer.
Yours completely,
Olga.
PS. As for pictures, the first one is from the sea trip and the second
one was made several years ago, when i was modeling.
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From: lady_blue555 <lady_blue555@mail.ru>
Subject: Olga
Date: Wed, 29 Sep 1999 16:16:00 +0200
To: "Ben " < >
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My dearest Ben!
Thank you very much for your support, I was happy to find so many
letters from you in my mail-box today. That is only today when I can
get to Internet cafe and write you back. But you seem to understand my
difficulties and not to press on me to write you more often. I
appreciate your relation to me.
Well, as for University address, yes, that's right. But I wouldn't
like you to send me a letter to this address, that is my job and I
can't give this address for personal matters. Hope you understand me.
That is an address you can send me letter or anything you want:
91000, Luhansk, Ukraine
Shevchenko street, 23/15
for Kondrusova Olga.
That is an address of Marina and Anton and my full name. I hope you
feel better now when you know my surname:-)
As for your question about Internet connection in University, yes,
there is an Internet room but usually all computers are busy and
people use it only for work, not for writing letters as I do. So, I
prefer Internet cafe. Yes, I am short on money but will find some to
keep our correspondence because I feel something very strong about
you. I consider you a best friend of mine and hope our friendship will
grow to something wonderful in a time.
Speaking about you, looking for job for me. Thank you, darling, but I
can't get another job until I work for the University. In Winter I
will go for exchange program but I can't leave my job now and get
another. If everything will work well between us and we will decide to
stay together, I will anyway have to go back to Ukraine. Maybe in some
months you will be able to travel to me. During this time I will
manage all paperwork and file for a K-1 visa. Then we will have
several months more to find out if we are right for each other in
every-day life and if we are ready for a serious step. From the bottom
of my heart I hope it will work well and we will fall in love when we
are together. That is my point of view as for this situation. Of
course, I'd love you to tell me how do you see this situation.
As for tickets, you shouldn't worry about it because the University
will pay for all the trip, except tickets and food also. So, you would
save your money for something else. But I would scan my passport and
send you a copy, I guess you just want to be sure I am real person and
don't try to scam you. Oh, you shouldn't be confused, I am much smart
as I seem to be from the beginning. :-) You will get the copy and
would be able to see that photo and surname are suit each other.:-)
Promise to do it as soon as I can.
My search still goes on. You know, I have never thought that it is so
hard to find the flat. by the way, it was funny thing this week. My
ex-one went to visit me at job, I have several minutes between classes
and wondered to know what he wants from me more. He asked how am I
doing and if i don't change my mind... Can you imagine?! he was so
nice and quiet, I guess he just missed something at home and found out
that it is me. He even suggested to help me to pay for the flat. He
thought he could buy me back for 720$. Do you think it is my price?:-)
No, I cost much more:-))))) Anyway, we said good bye and he left
without problems but with sadness in his eyes. The most terrible thing
was that I felt nothing about it. Maybe my heart became as a stone
about him... Not strange at all from the other side.
I don't need HIS money, I had enough. If at least I will be in despair
I know that I can always count on your help, right? I know that you
are my real friend and will always help when it's necessary.
The weather is find, the Indian summer is over but the sun still
shines and warms all around. Leaves become yellow and red, I wish you
were here with me to enjoy this fairy season. You know, people say
that Spring is a time of love, but I am ready to argue. I have many
reasons to call the Autumn season of love. Autumn is very romantic
season and there is some kind of sadness and melancholy in the air.
Only sensitive and emotional people smell this aroma and they are
walking around park, fallen leaves rustle under their feet, the sun
shines to their eyes and make their faces smile. I know many stories
about people which got love in Autumn. in general, I think love is
great no matter when it comes. The main is that it comes, it doesn't
ask, it just goes to your heart. That is great feeling and hope to
experience it once more with you, my dear.
I send you sad autumn kiss, does it smell with fallen leaves?
Yours,
Olga.
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From: lady_blue555 <lady_blue555@mail.ru>
Subject: Olga
Date: Fri, 15 Oct 1999 19:51:23 +0200
To: "Ben " < >
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So, you called to the University. Well, I think there is no sense to
continue the story. I am really sorry if I hurt you, but think you
better know the truth.
My real name is not Olga Kondrusova. It was just a case that in July I
have found the passport she lost. I look a little like her and besides
her photo was quite old, so...
But this story began a little earlier. I really got married early and
he was an alcoholic, I will not tell you all my life because you must
be hating me already and wish me the worst things in life - don't work
hard, I have already got all, even more then I should. Some years ago
I used to work as an interpreter in marriage agency, so, I can make a
good story, besides, I told you much about my own life - no need to
fantasy. So, I left the job and decided to start my own. I am not
good-looking one, but I found photos of famous model, Ekaterina
Sezemina, copied them and started to work. From the beginning I
decided to call her Olga because I was hoping my friend by the name
Olga will help me to receive the money, I would give her 10%. I didn't
ask for a money to cover the correspondence expanses, to learn English.
I was hoping to get the money from travels and so on... OK, it's not
interesting. So, once I came back from the market and saw a paper, it
was a passport, as you understand I didn't need my friend anymore.
Why is this letter for - I still have a little shame. You will not
believe but I was even a little jealous because of so many letters and
man's interest. Lucky Ekaterina...
As you understand I don't wait for your reply. And please, don't even
think to apply to police. You don't know my real name, address, even
the computer i use is in Internet cafes, in different internet cafes.
You could try to look for Olga Kondrusova - well I regret for her. She
seems to be a nice person as I could see on the picture.
you know, there are a lot of girls in internet who are REALLY looking
for a man, maybe even like you. Maybe your dream is sitting near the
computer and waiting when you will write her. maybe she is not so
beautiful as Ekaterina, but she would gladly send you a copy of her
passport, will make a photo with the plot you would ask for. So, don't
give up and believe in better.
Best wishes and regards,
awful girl.
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