Moskalchuk Oksana

(aka Marina Moskvicheva from Barnaul, Russia, aka Durnitsina Ludmila)

Ivanovo, Russia

Oksana's Letter - Aug 11, 2002

Hi,  my dearest Scott! I am very happy to get a letter from you again.
I would like to tell you about my friends now. I already told you that
I  have  many  friends  and  they  all  are  very  different.  My best
girl-friend  is Tanya. She is divorced and she has a child. I often go
to  visit  them. Her son is a wonderful boy and I always buy something
tasty for him. I also have some friends from my school. We meet almost
every month and go somewhere to the bar or to the cinema. We also like
to  visit each another at home, drink tea, cook something tasty , sing
songs,  go  to  walk  around  the  town.  We  like  to visit different
exhibitions,  to go to theatre. I also communicate with many people in
the  gym.  I  am  very  sociable person and I like to communicate with
different  people.  I think that one of the best things in the life is
communication with nice and interesting people. * I dream about having
a  family  and  to have close friends, to gather together and to spend
vacations,  to  have  picnics, to go out together. Ok, dreams again. I
just  think that it is very important to have close friends, which can
be  with  you  in  good and bad moments in the life. Good friends will
help  you  when  you  need.  I think I will better answer some of your
questions,  instead  of dreaming. My city is near to Moscow. It(he) is
located  in  the central part of Russia. Well, I need to close here. I
am thinking about you all the time. Take care. Bye! Yours Oksana.

Oksana's Letter - Aug 13, 2002

Hi,  sunshine  Scott! The day is great today because I've got a letter
from  you.  You are the best what I have in my life and I am not alone
any more. Every time I go to the Internet cafe, it is a date with you.
It  is  the greatest even for me during the day. I even can't find the
words  to describe what feelings I have when I get a message from you.
It is like a storm. I forget about the world around me- only you and I
in  the  whole world. But every fairy-tale has the end -sometimes sad,
sometimes  happy.  I hope that we will have the happy end, what do you
think???????? Yesterday I decided to talk to my mom about you. I was a
little bit afraid to do it. The reason is that she loves very much and
of  course,  like every mother she worries about me. It is not an easy
step  to  leave  everything  you  have and move to the strange for you
country.  The  country where you know nothing. But I am sure that with
you  I  would  be  feel  safe and secure and that I have nothing to be
afraid  of.  I  told  this  to  my  Mom and read some points from your
letter.  She  told  me  that  she trusts me. And if I am happy, she is
happy  too. She thinks that you are a good, reliable, honest, kind and
caring  person. And she wishes us only happiness and good luck. But of
course,  only the meeting will show us if we really were made for each
another.  I  am  sure  already that you are my second half . We really
have  much  in common and I admire and respect you. To me to like with
you   to   correspond.  I  want  to  find  for  myself  the  good  and
loving(liking)  husband. I want to be with it(him) together, I want to
have  from him(it) children. I do not aspire any way to leave for USA.
But  if  during our dialogue we shall like each other I think, that we
can  meet. Yes, I saw the globe which you have sent me. I also want to
tell  thank,  for  such  beautiful  flower. * Tomorrow we are going to
visit  my  aunt ( my mother's elder sister ). She is the only one left
in our family. My grandparents died and I miss them very much. I loved
them  very much. My aunt, her name is Katya, lives in the country-side
not far from our town. She is 56 years old and she is often ill. So we
often go to visit her and to help with everything we can. She loves me
like her own daughter and always very glad to see me. I will write you
after that. So I will close here, dear. I can't write you long letters
because  the  services  of  the internet-cafe are very expensive. Take
care.  Kisses  and  hugs.  You  are  always with me in my heart. Yours
Oksana.

Oksana's Letter - Aug 15, 2002

Hi,  sunshine Scott! Every morning I open my eyes and think about you.
And I run to the Internet cafe again with the hope to get your letter.
So at last I am able to read it and to write you, my dearest. Isn't it
a  happiness?  The only thing makes me sad is that you are so far away
from  me. There is a distance between us but nothing will stop me from
seeing you. With each day my feelings to you become stronger. And I am
so  afraid  to lose you. I want to share everything with you and to be
near  you,  just  to feel your warmth. I dream about it every day. You
really  drive  me  crazy,  now I can think only about you. And I don't
need  anyone  except  you.  I want us to be together, to make love, to
enjoy  the  time  we  spend  together,  just  to watch movies, to cook
together,  to  listen  to  music, to go out, to do everything which is
called  -  family! Well, I will better stop here, because I don't want
you  to  think that I am weirdJ But I am really crazy about you. There
is  no  minute when I don't think about you.It is pleasant to me, that
you  think  of  us about the future. I think, that Oksana Cole, sounds
beautifully.  But  it  seems to me, that you hurry about my arrival to
you  a  little.  *  Well,  I promised to tell you about my visit to my
aunt.  She  is very ill and we do everything to help her. My salary is
very  small  but  I  will  spend  all the money I have just for her to
recover.  The  medicine is very expensive here and sometimes I hate my
country  for  such  a  hard  life  we  have  here. Products, medicine,
clothes-  everything  costs  a lot here but sometimes we don't get our
salaries for several months. But I am not complaining, don't think so.
I  just  need  to share it with you, You are the dearest person for me
now  and  when I talk to you, I feel much better. I love my mom and my
aunt,  they  are  my  family  now  and I want you to be the part of my
family  too,  though you are already the part of it. Hope that you are
not  against  of  it. You are a very close and dear person to me and I
thank  the  God  that  he  gave me the opportunity to find you in this
big-big  world.  I need to close here and to go to work. Take care, my
dear  and  smile  for  me!!!!!!!!!!!!  Bye!  Write you tomorrow. Yours
forever. Oksana.

Oksana's Letter - Aug 16, 2002

Hi,  honey  Scott!  It  is  already  a  tradition  for me to go to the
Internet  cafe.  But frankly speaking, it is the best what is going on
during  my  day.  I enjoy every letter I get from you and re-read them
every  night.  Yes, I have received your picture. * I want to share my
life  with  you, I want to be always with you, to feel your warmth and
care.  I am a very emotional, passionate, hot-tempered woman and it is
usual  for me to show my feelings. May be it seems strange for you, we
haven't  met  with  you in the real life, we have only letters which I
cherish  but  I  have  the feeling that we know each another for ages.
Hope you are not scared with all these and you understand me. The most
important in the relations between two people, man and woman, love, of
course,  mutual  understanding,  respect. Two people should trust each
another  at  first, understand, care about each another. His life will
be my life and I will give him all my love, care and tenderness. Let's
fantasy  a little bit. Imagine:…………….. night, romance, we are alone in
the  room,  we  turn  on  the music and dance slowly. I look into your
eyes,  they  are  so  deep  and  you  look  in  mine, they are full of
emotions.  I  see  your lips, so soft and I want to kiss them. We love
each  another and the minute is an eternity….. Or so….. you are coming
back  from  work.  I  am  waiting  for you. I have cooked a very tasty
dinner  and  we  are sitting at the table, you tell me the news, about
your  work and I am just listening to you. I don't need anything else.
I  just  enjoy  the moments I spend with you. Then we go to the living
room  and  watch  the  movie.  We are sitting on the sofa, hugging and
kissing.  Just  the  calm  evening…. Or so ….. weekend, we are cooking
breakfast  for  our  children,  they are running near us - a boy and a
girl. After breakfast we are going to walk, we are having picnic, then
we  are  going  to  see our friends and we come back home tired but so
happy.  We  spent a day with our family. Children are sleeping already
and we are alone. We are making love and the whole night is not enough
for  us.  Tomorrow  one  more  week  will  begin  and  it will be even
better………….  Well,  enough  with  my  dreams…..Write me , please, your
thoughts  about it. I am waiting impatiently for your reply, sunshine.
Hot kisses for you . Your baby Oksana.

Oksana's Letter - Aug 19, 2002

Sunshine  Scott!!!!!!!  One more day without you. Only your letters
help me not to be sad. Today I am going to visit aunt Katya. Mom can't
go  with  me, she needs to work. And after I finish my work, I will go
to  see her. She still didn't recover and I worry about her a lot. She
is  not  a  young  girl  and she needs my care. * I am in a low spirit
today,  you  are  far from me and there are so many problems. There is
one more thing which upsets me, I already told you that the service of
the  Internet  cafe  is  rather  expensive  and I can't write you long
letters  any  more.  I  still haven't got my salary and I almost don't
have  money.  It  upsets me very much. I hate this situation. Money is
nothing. But at the same time we can't live without it. I wish I could
have  much money to write as much as I can and as often as I wish. But
alas!  Ok,  let's  close  this sad topic. I really need to go, dear. I
miss you badly. Tomorrow I will go to the church and will pray for you
and  for  us. And I will thank the God that I have you in my life now.
Thank you. Kisses and hugs, Your one and only. Oksana.

Oksana's Letter - Aug 20, 2002

Darling  Scott!!!  As  always  I am so excited to get a letter from
you.  * Everything is as usual in my life and nothing special happens.
I  have  seen  the  movie "Pretty woman" yesterday. I am sure you have
seen  it  too.  I  like  this  movie  and I have seen it several times
already.  After  it  I  went  to  sleep and I was dreaming about us. I
believe that you are my second half and the destiny helped us to meet.
It is our chance to be happy and we can't miss it. It would be unfair.
I  understand  that  we  don't  know each another for long time and we
haven't  met  but  I don't care. I just know what I feel inside and my
heart  tells  me  everything. I would never believe that I can fall in
love with the person I have never met in the real life. But now I have
experienced  it  and  I believe in it. Everything could happen in this
life.  And  there  is  nothing  strange  in it. I need to tell you one
thing. It is really very important for me. But I need to know that you
trust  me.  You  shouldn't have any concerns about me. I don't deserve
it.  I  have only serious intentions about you. Just write me that you
trust me and I will be not scared to tell you this. I need to tell you
this,  because  it  is  very hard to feel it inside and not be able to
tell  you.  Please, dear tell me, that you trust me and that you don't
think  that  I  am  weirdJ  It is not so, I am just very sensitive and
sensual  person.  And  you  mean  everything for me in my life. I just
can't imagine my life without you anymore. I will better die than lose
you.  My  life  will  be empty without you, it will have no meaning. I
will  think  about  it  tonight  and  will write you about my feelings
tomorrow.  Please,  be  honest  with me and write me your thoughts and
tell  me  just 3 words- "I TRUST YOU". ********************* I want to
send you the address: 153000, Russia, Ivanovo, street Youth, 20- 5. My
full  name  the  Oksana  Moskalchuk.  Take  care, honey. You are in my
heart. Thousands of kisses. Yours forever. Oksana.

Oksana's Letter - Aug 22, 2002

My  dearest  man  in  this  world  Scott! * I thought much about us
today.  I  can't  keep  it  in  myself  any  more.  I need to tell you
everything  I feel inside. You are the dearest person in my life and I
can't  be  apart  from you. I know that it sounds strange for you. But
even  that  I  haven't  met you in the real life, I know one thing for
sure. Please, don't be scared. But I want to tell you that I love you,
yes,  I  LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you and the thought about you
makes  me  so happy. I want to be with you so much. I want to feel you
with  every  part  of my body, I want to feel the tender touch of your
hands,  to  feel the smell of your body, just to know that I belong to
you  and  that you are mine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am full of desire and I
want  you  as  a  man,  I want to be your wife, your friend, your soul
mate,  your lover, your dream. I understand now perfectly that you are
the  man  of  my  dream. I was searching for you all my life and now I
have  found  you  and  I  am  not  going to lose you. We will be happy
together,  I will do everything for it. I am strong enough to overcome
all  the  difficulties and hardships which are between us. There is no
barrier  which can stop me. My love will overcome all the difficulties
on  our  way  to each another. We will be together, believe me. I will
cross  the  ocean  just to be with you. I don't need anything else - I
just  want  to  see you, to look into your eyes, to kiss your lips, to
touch  your  strong body. My love will be enough for two of us. Do you
know the song of Bon Jovi " Always". This song is about my feelings to
you.  I  will love you, baby, always and it doesn't matter for me what
will  be in the future. I will love you, you are the air I breath, the
reason  for  me  to  live.  And  there  is no life for me without you.
Please, don't hurt me and tell me that you understand me. Hope to hear
from you very soon. Love you. Miss you badly. Yours forever. Oksana.

Oksana's Letter - Aug 23, 2002

I want to be with you so much and I though about the ways for us to be together. So I tried to do something for us and decided to go to the Embassy to check what I need to come to you. So, to come to your country I need to make some paper work and to get visa. It will take some time, of course, and to pick up many documents from my side. But I will do everything which depends from me. But there is one thing which upsets me very much. You see, I need to pay for getting visa. And you know that my salary is too small for it. I don't want to complain but you know that I have a difficult financial situation here. I have a great desire to come to you, to see you at last and only money separate us from each another. I love you so much, honey and I don't want to lose you. Nobody can help me with it. Of course, I could ask my Mom to help me but she doesn't have such money though she would like to help us. I am honest and sincere with you. I hope that you understand me and that you will do it for me. I already gave some papers to them and they made a file for me. All I need now is to pay them money. So it will be, $45 for visa and $30 for registration, also I need to pay for medical exams - it will be $90, $60 for the interview, and I need to get a foreign passport, it will cost for about $50 and for some another expenses I may have. So in general I will need for about $300. You have to send the money by bank system Western Union to my name. You need to send me your full name, address, amount of money and the control number (MTCN). You need my full name and address, so here it Oksana Moskalchuk, Russia, Ivanovo, street Youth, 20 - 5. Honey, I will need to pay them in a week, so, please, try to send them this week.

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